I simply feel more turned on by knowing that I can have my pleasure anytime I want, while he can’t. For some reason that’s a wonderful feeling! (Read: How to serve me)
I like the feeling of an invisible chain between me and my slave. No matter where he is in the world, near or far from me, he will feel this chain every time he gets a hard-on or even thinks about sex. And I sometimes send him a message to point out that I’ve just had the most pleasant and satisfying morning! Of course I don’t mean to be cruel, I just want him to know that I have a good time, although he’s not here to share it with me.
Of course I play this game with my Danish slave while he’s away from me. The rules of our game have varied a bit from when we started it some weeks before Christmas last year. First he was allowed an orgasm every weekend, then we agreed that every other weekend would be sufficient. I couldn’t check that he kept his word, and I still can’t. But I trusted him already before we met. I wouldn’t have gone to Copenhagen for a date if I didn’t think it really was something. But then again, when it’s as good as this, distance doesn’t matter any more.
After we met we changed it so that he now has to ask me every time he wants an orgasm. I usually get the request in an e-mail to my cellphone or by text. Sometimes he gets it, sometimes he doesn’t, it depends on my mood at the time and on how long it has been since last time he was allowed to cum. I think he’s realized that his chances improves if he sends me photos. To see him always puts me in a good mood. That’s why I also have his photo on my Computer Desktop, to cheer me up while I’m working from my office at home.
When we meet again he is also going to pay for every single orgasm he’s had since the end of June. He will pay with his body, he’ll get one stroke for each day between the time of his orgasm and the day in October when we’ll meet again. This means that the early orgasms will cost him more than those later on. But in a way I think that’s fair.
Right now he owes me about 330 strokes and he will get about 80 of them with a riding crop over his fingers. That was the brilliant idea of one of my girlfriends, and I look forward to watch his reactions on this treatment. I will have him on his knees on the floor with his hands stretched out. I’ll look him in the eyes all the time and I will see the pain on his face, and every time I think about it I get a bit turned on!
Tags: 24/7, bdsm, tease&denial
